4 Days Of Hell...

Hey Everyone! 

Right, so the few days have been very testing. It all started on Thursday when I went to college, I had my first counselling session that morning and it got very emotional very quickly. I then had a few hours to spare so I printed some work out for class in the library and then went down to the cafeteria and wrote a whole blog (which is already posted, Ill put a link at the end for you), that took about an hour and a half and I still had llike 30mins left. 

After all that, I went up to theory lesson and was joking round with everyone as usual.. Until we went on a break that is. Now, you knowI have neww piercing which is my Rook right.. I've developed a habit where I just touch it lightly to see if it's still there, I did that and let out sucha loud scream that everyone panicked. IT HAD GONE!!! THE WHOLE BAR IS GONE AND I DONT KNOW HOW! 

I didn't even feel it fall out?! It was there when I woke up, I dont understand. I know I must have lost it in either the library or the cafe and only one person that was there actually tried to calm me down, which shows how much they cared even if it was like 5%.. but instead of looking for it like a sane person would, I flipped out and immediately rang my piercer friend. She said that it's ok and not to worry because it would take a few days to close up fully, she said to pop around after college to get a new one and to stop panicking haha.. To be on the safe side, I took out my Labret bar and put it in my ear which also started to close underneath so I'm glad I didn't wait.

At this point, we all go back in and get ready for our exams which I aced but I don't know how, I wasn't paying attention at all haha.. so Ithought that everythingwould be ok now, all I have to do now is get to my piercer and get a new bar for my ear. If only it was that frickin' simple.. What happened next was just the icing on the cake for me!! I got a meesage and a tone loadof missed calls from my mum and I wont go into details but I rushed out of that college like no fucking tomorrow! Luckily she was fine and bless my tutor, she was worried aswell so I kept her up to date aswell.

Now Friday, I went to my piercer and got a new bar put in but it was straight and not curved so th sent me into a worry. What if the ball came and I couldnt put it back on?! I got back home and fuck me, I cleaed my ear an guess what bloody fell off!! THE BALL!!!! I had to spend the rest of the day puttig it back in and to say it hurt was an understatement, it swelled up someting fierce and in the end I found on of my extra long labret bars and put that in for the night. 

Saturday, I ran up another tattoo/piercing place in Ongar RD called Level 13 and they told me that I could buy the bars that I need for a fiver each. I raced down there after getting my new lenses fitted and picked them up, I hadtold the girl that served me what had happened and that I had a laret in and she offered to put in a new bar for me free of charge and I said thats fine but you have to make sure that the ball is properly on and to clean it aswell.. She said no problem..  After a few minutes of trying to get the labret out, she tightened the balls with the clamps  which I was so happy about. So I got a new bar and a back up and a bar change for £10. After that I finally felt happy and the ball has not come off as of yet!! 

She did a great job and I did offer to give her money for helping me but she said there was no need too, its now Monday evening and nothing has happened, the bar is still in.. I can clean it without worrying about it now, everything is fine with my mum and I hope my bad week stops here.

I just wanted to share that with you and vent off some steam haha, I feel better now.. So in that case, i'll see you in the next blog!!!! Xoxoxoxoxo

Here's My Update For March..

Hey Guys..

So, you've probably seen my new blogs that I uploaded yesterday and if you have, thank you.

Today is just a quick update on whats going on with me, so for the past few weeks I have been ill with the flu and taking care of my mum so I haven't had time to do anything lately. Let alone have time to write a blog about random things ha ha.

Yeah, so the flu was fun and I know exactly where I got it as well, my mum.. I went with her to the doctors and while we were there, the nurse wanted to give her the flu shot and I said please don't because it just means i'm gonna get it and i'd rather not. I only had this reaction because I couldn't afford to get ill and it would affect my attendance more, but she had to have it because shes a diabetic :(..

On top of having that, I have to take care of my mum's legs which isn't exactly what I would call fun but there you go. I won't get into what's happened with her as it's a bit on the personal side for her, just know that she's OK and just needs a little help with things now a days :). Next on the busy list is college, and this has been interesting. Still having trouble fitting in here but I'm getting through it I guess, the practical lessons are a struggle because no one is wanting to help me so I'm behind the other adults, story of my life that.

I was told that as soon as I finish my exams and client sessions, I can finish the course early and then come back for the Level 3 course. I thought that this was fantastic and I couldn't wait to finish everything, but just like everything else it wasn't gonna go to plan. I had planned out exactly what I needed to do over the last few weeks down to the last detail, I even took a photo of my client session sheet to keep up with everything but no one cared about it. I would constantly ask for help and didn't get it.. then I got told to book in some friends/family.. if it was that fucking easy I would have done this months ago! My friends work full time and my family is either disabled or working, what do you think I should do? please I would love your fucking input!!

Anyway, This is my client sheet that we have to go by and as you can see, not much is completed.. there is no way I can finish all this by EASTER!! I'm beyond angry right now..

But there maybe a silver lining in my college nightmare?! I have a family friend that is more than happy to get treatments done by me, as well as her 4 sisters and mum. This could be my break. I hope by having this help from them, I can get finished by my Birthday.. if not sooner! But I still need to do my Create An Image project, that's basically re creating a look on a model.. Like for example, I'm doing a Megan Fox look on someone which consists of Make Up, Hair and clothing.. This is much more difficult than you think lol.

But other than all this that's going on, I'm relatively ok, just trying to get through the days as usual. I had my first counselling session today, so I'm hoping thats going to help me in my life and as a person. Finger's crossed ay?!

So until the next blog my beautiful readers.. See you soon Xoxoxoxo

My New iPad and Me..

Hello again lovely people!!!

I have to admit that this blog is very exciting for me, I cant believe it but I own an IPAD MINI!!!! 

                                    

I thought my luck couldn't get any better when I got my iPhone last year on contract, that seemed liked the only good thing that could ever happen to me and a year later I writing my blogs on my very own iPad.

Now, your all probably thinking "Why is she making this a big deal?" "So what, I have one too" "No one cares, everyone has one". I completely understand that reaction, like why would I make this a big deal? Well, I have never been a rich person.. I've never been able to afford things like these, they've always been a fantasy to me. The thought of owning my very own apple products where a distant dream of mine, especially the new up to date products. The only apple products I've had were the first ipod nano that came out (3years after it came out) the second ipod nano (2years after it came out).. the little square ipod with the touch screen (i got that like 2years after that came out).. just, the ipod touch 4th gen, I got that as a present.. cant remember when lol, I think it was 2013.. yeah.. 

Notice I could only get these yewars after they came out, because they were cheap at that time.

And finally, I own my very own IPHONE!!!!!! I never saw that ever happening but it did and im still in awe, I can just about afford my bill every month but I finaly feel like I fit in now, no longer do I envy the people who can afford them.. I treat my phone like a new born baby, I dont wanna take any chances with it.. it's always in it's own case or cover, I change the screen protector every 2 months, and keep it on me wherever I go (includig in the salon shhh...). In case your wondering it's the iPhone 5C in pink (of course).. 

So, a year on and i'm still in love with my phone and still struggling to pay my bills but who doesn't. Now I want the ipad but have no way of affording, it untill our family friend came round, she works for a loan company and my parents are her customers. I've known her all my life so she knows me, last week I asked if I could take out a small loan but I was worried that I wouldnt get it because of my credit rating but it got approved and I got the loan! So that day I went out and got my iPad, I felt like I was in a diffrent universe.. since when could I afford an iPad?! But I could! 

Anyway, I brought it and brang it home and just fell in love with it.. I couldn't wait to buy cases for it and this is the best bit, the case that I have on this minute has a little something attached to it.. a keyboard!! 

Check it out!! its so cool and so pink haha.. 

                                   

Haha, you can see me writting my last blog in this picture..

Its just perfect for doing my homework and my blogs, I got it from eBay for £10 (my last £10 lol). It connects via bluetooth and you have to charge the actual keyboard, the keyboard itself is a silicone one.. It's weird to type with and the space bar needs some work but it's briliant none the less.. right now i'm not sure how long the charge lasts for as i'm just starting to use it today.. but so far so good.

I feel so happy right now and I never feel happy, I can't believe I can finally fit in.. I know ths is probably boring but to me, being able to buy these thing are accomplishments, i'm succeeding and I love that..

Well again, I hope you enjoyed this blog as much as I enjoyed writting it on my new fancy keyboard haha, i'll see you in the next blog!!! xoxoxoxoxoxo